Well tomorrow im leaving till Friday for Canada with Ari's family. Then Sat. im leaving again for New Hampshire with my family and Ari's coming with us. I'll be back the 20th. So if you need me at all just give my cell a call. Ill also prolly be online some in New Hampshire. Ill miss ya all.

Have a good two weeks everyone =) <3

Got back from cheer camp today! It was sooooo much fun. We did really good too =) 1st place in Extreme Routine Dance out of 6 teams(counting us), the Superior Award (Enfield did too) and the Traditional Award. Ill post some pictures soon.

Glad to be home!

Cheer camp is tomorrow woo woo =) Be back Thursday... Give my cell a call if you need me.

the entry i wrote today i decided to make friends only... if you want to be added to my friends just ask.

I had such a good time at Jen's last night. I love my friends. =)

Thanks Jen for understanding and being able to tell everyone what i was feeling. Love ya hun

Been good lately. I had a good weekend. Hung out with my girls on sat. at katelyn's. Then i slept over Ari's with Hank and Simon. We played cards with Ari's mom and then Simon Hank and I watch Saving Private Ryan (well most of it cuz we went to bed.) Sunday i went to the mall and Kohls with Ari Hank and Simon and got some new stuff. Yay for sales! ( Read more... )

its so weird the someone can make u wanna throw up but its not a bad thing. its because you are nervous but so i dont know what to call it excited? ill use that for now... its so weird talking to him. we havent talked for about a year, but im totally glad we are. all these things are spinning around in my head. i can rememeber last summer so ( Read more... )

sorry about my last entry. got a little mad, but now you make sense. i know now that you are trying and i thank you for that. also i have a question... do what myself?

ah i love how you dont even listen your own advice. people amaze me they can sound all wise and shit when they give someone else advice but they dont think the same advice would be good for themselves.

sorry for the rambling on lol.

its been goin good..  i dont really have much to say. I've been kinda blah since last weekend. It just started to get to me again. Ari could tell. But theres nothing i can do to make that change. I just gotta deal like i have been. Ive become pro at pretending im fine.