I'm sick of people saying I'm mean. I'm trying so hard, and it's never enough. I hate being myself. I want to change. I can't. I try sooo hard. I'm thinking about it constantly. But it's never enough. I'm not good enough, ever ( Read more... )

Lina's baby was born today ( Read more... )

I really feel like quitting dance. My heart just isn't into it anymore. I don't know if it's not having a coach, the dances we're doing, the girls on the team, or just me. I am not excited to get up in the morning and dance. I know I should stick with it because the year is almost over, and we are getting a new coach. A new coach could completely ( Read more... )

I'm just venting ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to think about this Ryan kid anymore. He talks to me so much again. He's always teasing me, too. Today in English Alicha was saying something about how one of the teachers gives her special attention and everyone took it the wrong way. So Ryan turns to me and goes "So, does anyone give you special attention?" And I go "Not ( Read more... )

I really want to be a model. I have for a while, but I get these random urges. I'm not cute enough, though...maybe after my nose job. Or something.

Hmm...things have been pretty eventful lately. Yesterday was Jessie's birthday. I got her a frame that talks about friendship and put a picture of us in it...and 3 packs of gum, since I always take her gum...haha. Then I took her to Subway. After that, I went and got my eyebrows waxed, came home and got ready, then went to Jessie's. From there, we ( Read more... )

I'm too into horoscopes, I know. But.

Here's the Leo horoscope for February 15th, provided by Astrology.com:

Has something got a hold on you, and you're not exactly happy about it? Stop and observe the nature of the problem before you try and escape its grasp. Struggling can actually increase the strength of its bond.

Here's the Leo horoscope ( Read more... )

This whole Ryan thing is starting to suck. I hate rumors! Honestly...Michelle told me she thought he liked me, but I asked her not to say anything. She promised she wouldn't. Then today he wouldn't really talk to me, and I found out why. I guess a lot of people were asking him if he liked me, and he was getting really annoyed. He was like "Oh my ( Read more... )

Things with Ryan are moving forward well...a lot of people think he likes me, but I just don't know. They say his "body language" around me shows that he likes me...and that he's always trying to talk to me, etc ( Read more... )