I was just thinking, and I really need to start treating people like I'd want to be treated. I hate when people make me feel stupid, but I constantly do it to people. Even if I'm just joking around, I get pissed when people embarass me and make me look dumb in front of others. So why do I think it's funny when I do it? It's something I really need ( Read more... )

I want to read this every bad day that I have ( Read more... )

Do it, please!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Mega

I honestly like this new kid sooo much. I don't even know why I like him. He's someone different, I guess. Not someone I'm used to seeing everyday. On the first day, I thought I had a chance because he was really talkative and seemed interested. Now he doesn't really talk to me, but I don't really talk to him because I got shy ( Read more... )

I HAVE THE BIGGEST CRUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M LIKE A GIDDY LITTLE SCHOOL GIRL!!!!!

I HAVEN'T HAD A CRUSH IN SO LONG...THIS FEELS SOOO NICE!

I was laying in bed last night just thinking...and I was thinking "I really wish that Lawrence and I could just be friends." Because I do genuniely care about him and I do worry about him. I just want him to talk to me and be able to come to me if he needs to talk...but then I got real. I realized that we could NEVER be just friends. The jealousy ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a LONG time...I've been so busy ( Read more... )

So, for some dumbass reason today, I was sitting at work missing Lawrence like hell. And then I got the idea to write this entry, and anytime I miss him, EVER, I'm coming back to this ( Read more... )

Today was just horrible ( Read more... )

When they push, when they pull, tell me, can you hold on ( Read more... )