well today i left school after first hour to go see my psychologist, Dr. Haupt. it was really... wierd. but i liked it i guess. i hope this will help me. he asked me a lot of questions about myself and what goes on with school/home/me. yes i was really nervous... he asked me certain things and i had to answer them and i thought i was going to get ( Read more... )

oh. my. fucking. lord....

uh-oh. some people need to quit getting into other peoples buisness. seriously... lets be reasonable here boys and girls.

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tomorrow i get to leave school at 840 of clock to go see my Psychologist, Dr. Haupt.

i am VERY nervous because this time i have to tell the truth about my life... i have ( Read more... )

• today (well yesterday, since it is past 12am) was my half birthday. horrah? it would have been 1 1/2 years.... but what can i do now. its all my fault and yes it sucks so much. the worst pain that i have ever caused to myself. :sigh: my life blows... a lot. id rather not be here.................
• i had to go to this festival thing for band today ( ( Read more... )

im going to stop being so nice.

too many people take advantage of me.

im sick of this shit.

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i <3 Ü stephanie cook

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my dad told me this recently... "Your car runs on gas, NOT friendship." this is so true. it took 30 bucks to fill up half my tank. bastards...

where is my charming, handsome, ( Read more... )

well well well. i have found another car. could be better in some ways... (to that other sunfire i posted on here a while ago) but this one is a 1999 pontiac sunfire; its black, 2 door i believe, cd player, a/c, and 76,000 miles. for only the price of $3,750.  which is better compared to the 1997 red sunfire that was $4,250. i think kristi has ( Read more... )

it will be 2am soon and im eating dinner. yum. when im done i will paint bob marley style. hell yeah. art will be my thing when i have insomnia.

my weekend consists of:

• working
• making hemp bracelets
• working
• trying on sexy lingerie with rachel, for shits and giggles, haha
• working

these pictures were from a while ago... its a snow day and im really bored so this gave me something to do (BEFORE I GOT CALLED INTO WORK! >:o )... plus i got 1 hour of sleep last night. go me. im on a role. super! someome excite me please

( todds birthday. woot! )

i cannot recall as of what happened this weekend... ill try my best. like you care

• work was interesting friday. rachel exploded a coffee creamer in my face. it got everywhere. not to mention it looked wrong. hah. was pretty funny though. a cook got mad at us and he threw stuffing at me. not to mention i HATE stuffing like none other. that was ( Read more... )

this insomnia ordeal is taking a toll on my mind.......

this sucks...

i pulled another all nighter.

insomnia IS getting the best of me lately...still

i guess i have too much stuff on my mind i cant fall asleep?

im sick. i think i was hallucinateing?

im going to get an iced cuppaccinno(sp?) thing before school.

coffee grows on you