blah....... last night was HORRIBLE. i will leave most details out though.......

the boss man yelled at me like he never has before. i tried to zone him out. he just kept following me and it was crazy. i was scared. basicaly he called me a bitch and told me to get out of his house. so he kicked me out. i went outside and there was like a foot of ( Read more... )

okay its game time. list a band that you know, (you dont have to like it) and take out the last word and replace it with "Penis."

for example, "Cherry Poppin' Penis" - (Cherry Poppin' Daddies)

and another, "Reel Big Penis" - (Reel Big Fish)

have fun with this game. its rather amuseing to see what people can think of!

i have been looking for new cars lately. i have found one. score. today i drove all the way to freeland, alone, to take a look at it. its a red Pontiac, Sunfire se. 1998. cd player, 2 door, spoiler, tinted back windows..only $4,250.. its hott. click to check out those ( hot wheels )

my last entry sounded really wrong. no its not like that. just had to clear that one up. hah.

its more to deal with my greatest fears and not knowing whats going to happen to me

geez, that didnt sound right either. ugh... whatever

im so scared.........

i dont want to know..

11 more days. omg...

--vday is finialy over, thank god. it seemed like it dragged on forever....

-- it seemed like it because i woke up for school, realized that today sucked, went back to sleep, woke up at 2pm, realized it was that day again, went to work, saw lots of happy people, realized i am alone again, people forced me to listen to their happiness with their ( Read more... )

what a day. woke up at 2pm and here i am. i really needed that nice sleep. lately i cannot sleep... i have my reasons. ugh, its really hard to deal with though. like one of the hardest things in my life. and everyday at school it has to slap me in the face. i cant take it. it hurts so much. it feels like im dieing inside out; like literaly. theres ( Read more... )

if you read this,

even if i don't speak to you often,

you must post a memory of me.

it can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,

just so long as it happened.

then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you....

you know what really pisses me off.. i want to go to florida with rachel on spring break but i cant because i have to work. i only went on 1 vacation in my life. once. now i have to wait another year to go. i want to see the damn ocean!! i never saw one before :(   i work too much and since 2 of the workers will be gone, my spring break will be ( Read more... )

my car is fixed. yay. wonder what the bill is going to be!? yikes. im bored so here are some pictures.. people say i look like this one ( girl )