parents are out of state. you know what this means... only 2 days to "party" until i leave michigan!! sooo i have to make it the best it is. i want a sleep over like last time. haha.. poor brenden.

anyone up, give me a holler! the wonderful celebration began 3 hours ago with a christmas party in my mouth: gin.

p.s. you cannot be a party pooper, ( Read more... )

i have found a place that is for me.

you go to different parts of the world, like Greece. you learn what you want to be... for free. you get paid for learning. i am guaranteed a job. you learn your profession from your job. theres no books, tests, or profesors. free food, home, and clothes. you recieve a $36,000 scholar ship after 4 years to go ( Read more... )

ebay is wonderful and i am thinking about making a purchase.....

tell me what you think.


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today was senior pictures... nothing to do with my hair because it is ugly every way i do it. (i dislike sholder length hair with a passion). plus i hate my smile a lot. anywho, the photographer was such a hunk! oh baby. guys who are into art and photography... i tell ya. fuckin hot as hell...

tis very amusing cruiseing around at night and taking a ( Read more... )

i got my score back for the ACT. i got a 14.

in reading i got a 3%... and im in the bottom tenth, and looks like im going to make the Delta difference. i really wanted to go to SVSU for the art and photography programs... SVSU wont accept anyone who has lower than a C average. haha. sooooo, im going to pass collage with flying colors.

im so dumb. ( Read more... )

things are turning out for the better, for once. im excited. i feel happy. yes, i said it... happy.

<3

Team Sanchez is fucking halarious! MTV2

my icon is emo, i know it.

here are some pictures i took.. and some art work... yes i was bored.

( fart )

my mood just changed dramatically from like 5 minutes from my last post...

Dear mother,

thank you for answering the damn phone when it said "Sullivans Food" on the caller ID. fuck. now i have to work on a day i wasnt schedualed to work. You know, i had plans with 3 different people who i rarely get to see. And now, i have to work 5-6 days in a ( Read more... )

some things i have done in the past month to a day ago, i guess.

• played Bingo illegally. didnt win... darn
• got a nice brown dress for senior pictures, sometime in Aug.
• picked up my Rae-Rae and threw water balloons at random people while driving. they got scared. need some more balloons... and need to visit her more.
• visited Leo and watched Orgazmo
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It couldn't have been love, if they dont even care anymore... because love doesnt just "go away". (props to Code)

ahhh... why that fuck do i feel happy and depressed all at once? its killing me. i dont know what to feel anymore?

fuck.

its hard to move on with your life. remembering the memories that were made, and never forgetting them. ever. ( Read more... )

The worst feeling in the world has to be when you love someone like mad, and they dont love you back...  not even a single morsal of care.

When will this pain end??

Its killing me.

.every. fucking. day.


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