Ahhh! Insomnia is back and furious! :-o

It's 4:26am. I'm bored, have a lot on my mind, and want some Loukamathes, damnit!

if your bored, look at these pictures....

( kiss me deadly )

"Well its getting colder and youre getting distant
and I just keep thinkin
that I never meant it to be like this...

...I cant say I blame you
but I wish that I could
Im sick of writing every song about you."

this weekend was quite the blur. 

• friday-- i dont really remember but i do remember that i sort of fell/took a big step into the ( Read more... )

( survey shit and pictures )

• is anyone taking the ACTs saturday morning at that one jesus school? haha... i am. just wondering who is.
• i find it very silly in take out at work, that people leave jesus cards and little jesus books and shit on the counter. they like want people to go to church and be a strong believer, like hard core jesus lovers. wierd freaks...
• tomorrow i am ( Read more... )

• my goal this summer is to lose 10 lbs. not sure if it will work but i need a work out buddy! so if anyone is willing to run, go bikeing, and workout for several hours a week with me, then give me a holla. oh yes, and lay out in the sun.
• im disapointed that i missed the big storm. i decided to take a nap. damn...
• today i had to drive mother along ( Read more... )

today really hit me, seeing as a lot of my friends are seniors. they all looked so georgeous. i was supposed to graduate this year, but shit happens. what hurt most is looking at you for my last time, and knowing i will never see you again, or having you in my class just hearing your voice or glance at you once and a while. i miss you.

im going to ( Read more... )

today i purchased a purple" * READING IS MAGIC * " bracelet so that i can help support the kids who cannot read well, like me. hopefuly i will help make their dreams come true, so that no whiney bitches make fun of them while reading.

tomorrow i have to drive myself to and from my psychologist appointment. i think the mall might be a little ( Read more... )

all the negatives:

today made me realize that summer is going to suck. it will most likely consist of working with cunts. also, it made me realize that i hardly have any friends. well i do have some, but it doesnt mean we hang out outside of school. my summer-time used to be occupied with a certain someone, but im not with them anymore... so that ( Read more... )

tonight was a wonderful night  :)

but it is so hard to move on, but its something i have to, and must do...

all i have to say is beware of the possum on bridges! :-o

i leave you with pictures i took and worked on with photoshop

( take a picture )

--i like how people make fun of me, right infront of me where i can hear them, making fun of my lower reading skills. it sure does make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside, and makes them sound real cool and mature. i thought that people made fun of each other on those types of things in first grade. i appologize for that i do not have the ability to ( Read more... )