I try to see the good in life ( Read more... )

and you wonder why your first born left.....

one more year Alison....just one more year

obviously parents are driving me crazy. litterally the second I get back. fuckersss. I'm glad I have another job. just so I can pretend to work whenever I need to get out. and if I'm surprisingly no actually working.....start that tomorrow. at least to them I do. ( Read more... )

so the day before I left I was about to post an entry all like yayyy I'm leaving! get away from all the shit back home sorta thing. obviously didn't post it, but as I came back here I restored it. funny part is, I couldn't escape it.

I loooove what Josh said about it: I have never seen college kids act this way. it's not even mature enough to be ( Read more... )

I know I'm a major bitch for what happened. and I should call him and work things out. I think he knows now that we are never going to be more than friends. I just hope that we can be the friends still. I love that boy to death, he's been so amazing the past month. and I know I used him and there's no excuse, only explaination. and there's not even ( Read more... )

I really don't know what I have to say. which is usually how I start and then things just keep coming and it ends up being a really long entry.....

I don't think I have much to say just because I'm confused. and I'm not about to go into every little thing on livejournal, sorry. do I do what I should do, or what I want? do I take the easy way out or ( Read more... )

welll...Grant and I talked. I'm not really sure what the conclusion was.....other then we're gonna spend the weekend apart, I'm going to go on my date with Kyle, and he is going to go to Canada. he still wants a girlfriend. I still don't know if I want a boyfriend. it's strange that I finally find a good guy, and then I get the hang of this ( Read more... )

but I keep finding ways to distract myself. either with boys, or talking about them, and now this.

I really honestly can't say what it is that I want right now. so maybe that means I should get into anything. but I find myself doing so anyway. it's so hard to fight off feelings. I know that I get attached fast. and that's why I want to go extra ( Read more... )

haven't been in here in a loooong time ( Read more... )

started school. probably not in the way I wanted. I skipped monday and wednesday. I love economics. I can never imagine myself skipping that class. even though it's at 8am. haha I am such a NERD. Dr. Howie is amazing though. he was at work the other day talking to John when I came in and John goes to him so is Alison going to do well in your class ( Read more... )

I'm not sure I have anything to really write down here. well, type here. whatever.

I'm done with boys. boys as boyfriends. I'm not dealing with that crap this year. I don't want to.

I just wanna have fun. and I'm not going to hide things that I do from certain people anymore because I'm afraid of what they'll think. I do what I do. I've done what I' ( Read more... )