I can't believe he's 24....he looks 19. hense me assuming he was 21....plus those apparently are the only people I date. shit. hahaha

I got my tongue pierced! I like it =) it hurts like a bitch though.

I will not settle down. I am having fun. I like my life, and seeing as I'm the one living it I think I'll make the decisions, thanks. I don't know ( Read more... )

over and done with that easy. ok I care a little

but how much does it suck that you're first time out actually letting your gaurd down and liking someone for the first time in 6 months and have it end like that? I don't even know how it ended. I just know that it really sucks. and shows me why I keep myself closed off from others. another lesson ( Read more... )

yes that was for you. apparently you do somewhat care enough to be reading my livejournal and check my facebook. yet still not say anything to me, scumbag ( Read more... )

Hello my friend it's good to see you once again.
Alright let's make believe that everything's okay I guess.
Could melt to everything I didn't do,
So what, your conscience on vacation too?
No three day weekend's gonna relax you,
But one day when I get my sweet revenge.

It's the last time I believe that you're my friend.
Well I won't ever believe your lies ( Read more... )

maybe. I really don't think I have anything to say, but I know once I start things will just keep coming. we'll put it this way: there was no intention behind this post ( Read more... )

I'm happy =)

more later

what should I believe, something you tell your best friend...or something you tell one of my best friends? which really sounds like it would be more truthful? especially combined with the fact you've made no effort to say anything about it to me. after all the shit that's happened to me in the last year, I don't trust people. you get one chance ( Read more... )

you dick. you know that I'm finally happy, and you pull shit like this. do you really think I don't know? you're a fucking liar, I know, it makes me dislike you. it makes me lose so much respect for you. especially the fact that you talk shit behind my back and expect me not to find out, and then to me you tell me I'm wrong and make me feel bad. ( Read more... )

I just read something that made me kinda angry. they were saying they look white but are really asian and people mistake them for being white and they don't like it and blah blah blah. and then another person said I look black but I'm not the typical "black girl" so people like her better ( Read more... )

I really haven't felt this way in a while. I was doing so good with myself. it just goes to show you the second you let someone in they're going to screw you over. I really don't ever want to put myself in a position where I'm going to feel vurnerable. but I also don't want to hurt anyone. which I think is what's going to happen if I do what I want ( Read more... )