I'm not quite sure why I even write here. I know no one even reads it but then again, isn't this supposed to be a journal? Anyway, I've been so confused lately with a very important thing on my mind ( Read more... )

Ok, so I've come to the conclusion that everyone lied when they said that life gets better. I mean, sure there were times where I believed it because I had things going for me. However, as of late, I've had the shittiest luck and no one to blame but myself. Why do I constantly do things that cause myself to be in really bad positions? I mean, I've ( Read more... )

So, these weeks and months seem to fly right on by anymore. I don't know why but I don't like it. Why can't things go as slow as when I was in grade school? It gives you more time to do things without rushing. Anyway, I'll post about the past week and what I've done/haven't done just because I feel like typing right now ( Read more... )

I think I might just start posting my everyday happenings. Afterall, isn't that what this is all about ( Read more... )

I just found the COLD cd, A Different Kind of Pain, and I just realized why my favorite song for a long time now has been the title track. The lyrics describe perfectly my mental state, they describe my wants, needs, regrets, emotions, they describe everything. This song couldn't have been better written for my life if even I wrote it. So, thank ( Read more... )

Some say that taking the time to do some dwelling, to think about the past, is a good thing. I'd beg to differ. Today I had a lot on my mind...as usual and that could be good as well as bad. The only positive thing that has come of it is a lot of changes that need to be made and some of which I can not control. I've been writing more and more ( Read more... )

I've decided to resurrect this since I've needed some place to vent where a good portion of people won't be able to read it. So, for all that are able to read this still welcome back....

I'll be updating it relatively regularly and that'll start soon...