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Sep 02, 2004 02:19

i used drugs to runaway from my problems. they were my escape. now that i dont have them i have to deal with everything. i can't hide like i used to, i can't pretend like everything is okay. it's too hard maybe. i don't think i can do this ( Read more... )

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asilaywhat September 1 2004, 15:55:03 UTC
wow, this makes me sad. just know that all of your friends adore you and dont think any of the things you said are true. youve been so successful this far in life, i know people would kill for your smarts, just push through. if you wanna talk or hang or whatever call me.

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fatal_embrace September 1 2004, 18:01:59 UTC
Sweet baby girl. My wifey. My love. I love you so much. And I don't ever want you thinking those insane things again. You are so incredible. Excuse me, lil miss top ten GPA...don't tell me you're dumb. The drugs thing..you deciding to stop taking the substances you once used, when you did, and more importantly, WHY you did, was probably the decision that has made me most proud of you. And, trust me, baby, there have been countless. Leaving abusive exes, keeping that good ol' GPA up, laughing every day, encouraging others to do so, going to such a prestigious university, not only decidinig to refrain from those substances, but distance yourself from them as well...are only a few of the things that you have done that make me so incredibly proud of you. And I've only had the immense pleasure of knowing you a few short years. Jill, you don't even know it, but I admire you so much. You're strength, your courage. You are an amazing person. I know those insecurities and self-doubts will tell you otherwise. Will shout it to you ( ... )

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.. indyingdays_998 September 1 2004, 19:45:46 UTC
I know we don't talk much but from the time I spent with you, you were one of the brightest and down to earth people I have met...You were one of the few people that have ambition and wanna be somthing....overall Id say you're a really good person and anyone who knows you is lucky......

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lovesth_sunrise September 4 2004, 16:45:18 UTC
jill.

we should talk.

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