i still miss you
so much.

BUT
<3s for my friends who are awesome
and i love them
and carnivals for 2 seconds
and applebees

<3s for janine.
my girl makes me cry
little kid pictures
mmmi love you. you know it.

<3s for my boys who visit me at work
while drunk
but i love them anyways.
because they make me smile
and attack me when i get ice.

<3s ( Read more... )

its been over a month so i figure i should write something.
i started an actual journal so writing in here seemed less important
cause i was pretty much just writing about my day anyway.

so here you go, readers digest version:

i graduated.
wow yay big step, much?

i went to a bunch of amazing shows <333 ( Read more... )

stole this from a boy i hardly know ( Read more... )

hey now. theres chemicals in the clouds ( Read more... )

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best vacation ever. but lets start at the very long ago beginning, shall we?

friday - school. then VACATION STARTS. <3333. then to hopkins for psych project work with alex riga and cassie. we made fools of ourselves in front of little kids, it was fun. then back to the school. then to the 99 for lunch? dinner? with alex janine and caitlin. ice ( Read more... )

i want to know your plans
and how involved in them i am
when i go to sleep for good
will i be forgiven?
and if you want roses
you can go buy a bouquet
if that just won't cut it
well, what can i say

you're what keeps me believing
the world's not gone deadstrength in my bones ( Read more... )

when did life get so amazing? i dont know for sure, but the other day caitlin told me that i seem happier than ive ever been. and i guess its true. i cant remember the last time i smiled so much. or enjoyed simple things. or thought that wednesday was the best day of the week. because you make me realize that life is beautiful ( Read more... )

30th - got coffee, etc with andrew. then we decided to go play frisbee. showed up and only a few people were there, but it was fun anyways. got completely soaked with muddy grossness from slipping on wet grass. "does he even know im on his team?!?". frisbee falls in the snow. "mandy... hun, i cant let you do that." "wow she's braver than i am." ( Read more... )

so i cant remember the last time i was this happy.
it sucks that i cant really say why. <3 ( Read more... )