i just left the house for the first time in 2 days, to smoke a menthol cigarette i took from my mums handbag.

i feel like i'm 15 again.

Well for someone who is always doing something ive been doing a load of big fat nothing ( Read more... )

so ive had this journal for the last 3 years, and in that time ive posted 224 entries, bizarre isn't it, I dont remember posting that many. And half the stuff I was reading back on i dont even remember! I was talking to gamma about it, and she was saying that so many moments happen in your life that you're going to forget, she was right. 50% of the ( Read more... )

It's funny about perpspective, and how you can be such a good friend to someone and stick up for all their vices only to realise that theyre vice is gonna fuck you over in the end. Why do i try and have guy best friends? it just doesnt work ( Read more... )

so last night i saw Gotye & mini orchestra, hes amazing, he has more creative talent in his little finger then i do im my entire body. But he does it with such ease, and modesty that u can't get angry or jealous that he is such an amazing musician. i was sitting by myself but it didnt even matter, just meant nobody to talk or distract me ( Read more... )

can't remember what i last wrote about. have severely neglected this thing. if i didnt already write about the against me! show at the arty... it was the best show of my life. i love them so much, and listening to no music makes me feel the way when i listen to them ( Read more... )

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so i guess ive neglected you for long enough and ive done enough to make this exciting ( Read more... )

you are the best.
you amaze me.
you make me want to be a better person.
you make me want to take on the world.
you make me wanna sing at the top of my lungs.
you make me wanna stamp my foot as hard as i can.
you just put on the best fucking show ive ever seen.
you are ....

AGAINST ME!

I wish i always felt this fucking good.

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