i just want to be happy

I just would like to feel a bit more appreciated.

 i need to vent. i feel like i don't matter anymore. i mean, i know i do, just.. maybe not like before? please let me be wrong.. 

Things are so stressful lately. I'd really like to just go hide in a box. Exams are next week, and I haven't even attempted to study.. ugh.

On a better note, Lauren invited me to Myrtle Beach with her on the 19th of February, and I think we'll be gone for 10 days.. I think. Anyways, I would love to go if I can get ahold of the money. There is no way ( Read more... )

such a good day, ending in SUCH a terrible way...

I'm probably the luckiest girl in the whole world. Everything lately has been going so wonderful, I hope I never wake up from this dream. I love being in love. I think, when you find love, true love, you find yourself.

Where does the time go? Why is it that the people i was once so close to, i barely even know now? It makes me sick to my stomach to even begin to think about it. I don't understand how in such short amount of time, so much change can occur. It really proves that you need to take advantage of every moment you have. I don't even like looking at old ( Read more... )

i think if i look at any more stuffing, turkey, ham, corn, etc.. i will throw up everything i have consumed in the last three days.

i'm almost positive laughing isn't going to cover up every feeling you feel, the feelings are still there. and crying isn't going to change the fact that you are upset. and hurting yourself isn't just going to make your problems go away.

i am so annoyed with being sick.
i originally had plans to go out tonight with lauren, but she kinda left me to go to some party..
i wish i could find something to do, i want to go to jeremys, but the odds of that happening are slim to none.

damnnn