okay that last entry was maybe a lil harsh? I dunno, but I'm pissed at Jay. I asked you night last for you to call me, but you never did? Its not hard to call your girlfriend. I asked you if you can go to the movies with me. You said maybe if your not doing stuff for your dad or something. So then I find out your out with your friends, you didn' ( Read more... )

well woke up early this morning and did nothing but just took a shower and wait for jay to call me like he promised. he never did call. he went out with his friends. I invited him to go to the movies today, but no it never turns out right, so imma forget about it. I'm not going to ask him to hang out with me anymore. this relationship isn't ( Read more... )

i keep wishing everything will be alright. sooner will be better i'm so in love with you jay dehart and its hard to believe ( Read more... )

So yeah today i went out and got groceries in the morning with my mom and came home with nothing to do. Everyone just started at yelling at me cause my 'bad attitude' so yeah i wanted to go out, anywhere else than here. I tried calling some people but everyones at work or busy, so i guess that didn't work out. Oh yeah, Jay couldn't go to the ( Read more... )

so the end of my summer sucks. i just got back from CT, boston, and niagra falls, which was an okay vaction. Came home early because i was homesick and wanted to see jay. but yeah seems jay didn't wanna see me as much. umm today i get ready and everything to go see the movie andaconda with jay...everything was great until jay changed his mind in ( Read more... )

haha, guys, gosh i'm so happy ( Read more... )

hahaha this week has been so much fun! lol, jay and i are talking again and it so awesome cause i love him to death and i'm not going to be such a bitch torwards him n' crap. Umm anyways I went to busch couple days ago with gina, lynda, rosie, huei, and phu, and dan came later on. It was okay i guess...lol. The next day Gina and I went over to ( Read more... )

what an up and down day i could say. woke up this morning and stayed in bed cause i felt like shit and i didn't want to get up. Ummm so i took a nice long bath to help me out, but like always, i can't wash my emotions down the drain quite easily. I called Jay 50 million times, finally i got a hold of him, i aplogized a bunch and said what i ( Read more... )

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yeah yesterday I went to barnes and nobles to get one of the book for the summer reading thing. Ehh school, lol i dunno, looking foward but kind of not. but todays reveiws ( Read more... )

I've been working on my livejournal lately, doesn't it look great? lol, i love the background for some reason, it just has this nice effect on everything ( Read more... )