WHOOT! I am happy. Just thought I'd tell everybody. I get to go to Cali from the 7th until the 15th of June. That ROCKS. Um, Boyd Weldon Gross II is a horrible name, but he's the best damned boyfriend ever. ...love or almost like it... crazy kids, but possibly
Pam bagged herself a keeper. Hopefully a keeper. He makes me so happy it's retarded which makes me retarded. My smiling face x87,000 It's good to be with someone who wants to be with you... I love everything. for more reasons than the just being happy with Boyd thing. Also because my friends are amazing and I miss them. okay, I'll be on my way.
and then i remembered that when something amazing happens so does something shitty and the shitty is usually started by me and my mind and how i freak out for no reason and how i wonder if i'll ever let myself be happy and i like him morethanfour and i'd love to be w/him and it'd be for as long as possible and he told me that's what he wanted but
His name is Boyd. He's amazing. And...tomorrow I will let you know, but something might happen. A talk is to be had, or something. Staying w/him the 4th and 5th. Life is stellar.