i graduate TOMORROW ( Read more... )

what i want to do tomorrow ( Read more... )

nothing i say today will interest you.

it's just.... one of those days.

xoxo

even tho i miss you, im still having fun...

i just wish someone could come and take me away, and make me forget all the sad things ive seen and done.

i want to stop my pity party...
and i want to start living without you again...

i want my life back.

i only ask to much.

xoxo

no that's not true ( Read more... )

how could you just forget.

how could you leave me standing in this pool of tears if you really loved me?

i woke up today and thought about all the things ive felt, and how incredibly bad i could of never felt this heartache.

i don't want to cry, but the tears have a mind of their own.

everywhere i look, he's there...yet i can't seem to find him.

i ( Read more... )

so many thoughts race through your mind late at night...

it's when i should be dreaming, but instead im thinking...

im thinking of all the "what-ifs" and "could have beens"

i should concentrate more on the future instead of the past...but it's so hard...and it's so sad...

i think of all the things i hate..and then of all the things i love..

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fuckin

wow...brand new journal...this should be fun..

im a converter from xanga people- so bear with me...

xanga betrayed me...so let's hope lj doesn't do the same...

i just ended a relationship that meant a lot to me...i miss him..and i don't understand why he's gone.

but he is. and i have to live with it.

im off to smoke a cigarette. because ( Read more... )