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[xmyfallingstarx]

All my life I've been so afraid of change, I hate when things are different and when I lose the sense of knowing where I'm at, I hate unstability. It's the worst. But the worst feeling ever is looking back at my life and missing the things I can never get back. Just stupid, simple memories that for some reason comfort me. I've made so many amazing

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[sweetxdreamer]

i know we're not as close as we used to be, but i wish we could have all of those memories back and relive them everyday.

<3

[xmyfallingstarx]

agreed. But its not that easy I guess. Sometimes it really bothers me that I can't go back, and I miss it so much. But... my mom says thats what life is about. ::sigh::

Happy Holidays Jenn <3
ps- it is Jenn right? not Jen

[sweetxdreamer]

correct.

[grotney]

I <3 you paige. I agree that things have definitelly changed over the years... definitelly. I moved here in 5th grade... and I'm pretty sure alot of the guys made fun of me cause I talked funny and had a really strange accent. But ehhh I got over it... kinda, lol. You have gone out w/ a HUGE variety of people, I mean not just the people, but how they are and who they are seperates them into their own group. I can definitelly say that Alex and Jeremy are different... that's what I mean. But I'm glad you found someone now, that seems really good for you. You've been there for me ever since 8th grade and we became friends... like that one night at chasers with Ian? I never think I got to thank you and Lindsey the decent amount of thank yous that you guys deserved. Because I remember that was a huge thing in my 8th grade life, because I was so damn terrified. And because of you I know mike, and I thank you so much for that <3333. I think your the one who has introduced me to the most people in the past year and a half. And summer... w/

[xmyfallingstarx]

I love you lauren. You dont have to thank me for anything at all... I'm so happy I know you and I'm so happy that I spent my summer with you. <33 come home soon, I miss you!

[xxbandbitchxx]

I wish I could go back and do what
you've just done..

I...Forget...

I can seriously say
i'm not as lucky as you.

I can't gladly say I have
that person to be with
every weekend.

I seriously hope you stay
close and in touch. Even if
you move away, i'd still gladly
come and see you every once in a while.

I don't regret going out with you
at all. We of course had our bad moments,
but the good ones i'll still remeber.

We went from hating, to now friends.

People can't accept that, but I can.

So from the bottom of my heart.

Thanks for everything,
and you know i'm here if you need anything.

Merry Christmas, and good luck<3

-Mike

[xmyfallingstarx]

mike, after all the things we've been through... we're still friends now, I can't see how anything else would manage to keep us out of touch if we've made it this far. You've seriously helped me SO much its unbelievable... any time I'm upset you know exactly what to say. I've never met anyone like that before. And I honestly wish I could repay you. I won't be moving far at all, and you dont really have a choice you have to come visit me =o) okay? You'll find that someone to spend the weekends with... I know you will. Thank you for being such a great friend mike. I heart you tons.

Happy Holidays

[xxbandbitchxx]

thanks.

[xmyfallingstarx]

consider yourself A D D - E D

[xmyfallingstarx]

ps- under one condition... you add me

[anonymous]

aww paige i love you!!!!!!!!!!, we have kinda drifted a little since homecoming, i miss you
:( happy holidays
As Always
Flamer McButtsex

[xmyfallingstarx]

i heart you too Flammer!

Happy Holidays Darling.
Homecoming was cool
Yours Truly,
-Titties McBiggAss