idk just feeling depressed right now. i was having a good night though so i dont' know the sudden urge now. i just feel down and low. i don't like it though so i think i'm just gonna try and read a little and go to sleep. this sux bad.

so 4:15 wake up out of sleep realize my phone is ringin. get up to see who it is. just miss corinne's call. try to call back busy. kind of worried to make sre she's ok. finally get hold of her and she's out with a bunch of prople. her fone hangs up on me a bunch of times. some other guy hangs up on me. ummm can't deny kind of upset over the ( Read more... )

so at a little after 9 pm last night i get in my car to drive to LI. i hit no traffic and get there in perfect time. to be turned around by corinne cuz she thought i was going the wrong way. so i add like 10-15 minutes extra on my drive to see her cuz i keep having to u-turn. it was so worth it though. she's amazing. don't want to get my ( Read more... )

I was tired of my lady ( Read more... )

o man was last night and tonight a night to remember.  well last night was at tina's birthday party.  a lot of fuckin bogotians there.  actually i was bored and texting my friend that was a sleep hoping she would wake up and talk to me.  but around 1:30 am i got on the pool table with corinne.  she's a friend of tina's from hartford (well really ( Read more... )

hmmm i knew it would happen but didn't really notice it would still hurt

scary cuz i actually still think u care about me more then anyone else i know

Of the thousands of E.V.P. recordings made 1 in 12 are overtly violent in nature.

Electronic Voice Phenomenon

watched White Noise. creepy movie.

i had a convo with an old friend before and i realized something. I'm a failure. i've tried my whole life to make other people have a better life and in doing so i've failed myself. My own dreams. I'm not where i wanted to be or who i wanted to be at this point in my life. it's like you work so hard to one day realize that it was all for ( Read more... )

it's funny. i graduated college and still don't feel any different. still my own pitiful self. i'm sure no matter what i do with my life i will always have this feeling with me. Everyone talks about this being such a big change in someones life and how it's such a big experience and i just don't feel that. I don't feel any accomplishment or ( Read more... )

i am now officially an alumni of ramapo college rather then a student