so i went for a walk like i used to. sat on one of my benchs by the mansion. a bunny actually came up and hit my leg. it was rubbing it's head on my leg. it was kewl. guess i'm starting to get used to the loneliness. i hate it yet have to live with it

i dont' know. i was having a good night and all of the sudden the last like 20-30 minutes i've just gotten really bummed. idk i'm def not drunk or even buzzed anymore i just feel depressed or like shit. idk wat else to say. i think i'm gonna go smoke by myself

I'm actually feeling surprisingly good. got rid of, well actually they got rid of me, people who couldn'tbe patient and realize i'm at a busy part of my life. Found someone that, surprisingly, makes me smile every time i talk to them. changed my pics on myspace. Actually i came back from hangin out with people and thought they were coming here ( Read more... )

i think i'm smiling. Forgot how this feels. def happy i'm going to bed with a smile.

omg do peoples maturity levels stand out so obviousely.

fuck people

yes fuck people. enough said all in that

i've learned that for a few hours i can't get rid off all my problems with a few simple steps ( Read more... )

so was meditating just a little while ago. I have been doing it a lot lately. calms me. breathing in. the breathe is all that matters. memories, situations, reality floats in one ear out the other. tonight was different though. it got to me. i collapsed forward. breathing in my hands. forgot how easily everything can catch me. i shouldn' ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: July 31

Your birthday suggests that you are a good organizer and manager, an energetic and dependable worker; attributes often showing success in the business world ( Read more... )

get to hang out with sprinkles today. excited and nervious all in one. just trying to get all my errands done and maybe a nap in since i am fuckin tired as hell. don't want to be driving for like an hour and a half and be overly tired. i think i'm to excited to nap though yikes ( Read more... )