I pressed my face against the glass ( Read more... )

its over. its over. its over.... its finally over... rob and i have ended. i'm hurt. i'm happy. i'm free. i'm single.

omg... i'm so sleepy! we had our first football game tonight, and we won it! the other team was an asshole and thats probably the reason why... i completely messed up parts of my dance... lol... oh well, it was fun ( Read more... )

many things have happened recently that make me question who my friends really are. i miss having those friends that dont double cross you, and stab you right in the back. you know what? i do have those friends. but its a shame they only come in the form of about three people. or four. :) (including my robby bear ( Read more... )

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i got books!!! the the good kind. i got a journal, speak, and the devil wears prada... all girly books. i like those. i went to see freaky friday. so cute. my mom told me stories about policing.... my mom and i spent over 70 dollars at barnes and nobles, without the frappuchino... hehe... yay. i had a good evening. what day is it again?

i haven't updated in a while. i've been out a lot, doing various things. last night i didn't get to go to lindseys birthday bash, they all left me here... i really dont want to talk about it. but it really hurt my feelings. i called rob and let it all out, and he listened to my bullshit, like a good boyfriend should. i really miss him... i'm very ( Read more... )

am i a human? sometimes i debate that... i mean, i live, breathe, i speak english, i think i am pretty smart. i dont get why i am treated like a piece of ass a certain person. being hit on is flattering at times, but then it gets to the point where it's hurtful, and degrading. i'm tired of being a sex object... an accomplishment, a goal to reach, ( Read more... )

well well... how's it hangin guys? i guess my life is ok, but, i feel so lonely. i miss rob a whole lot. today its really gotten to me how lonely i am. i mean, not to the point of tears yet, just... thinking about "woah, he's gone, i hope he loves me". i see all these couples on tv, maybe just a silly little authritis commercial about two couples ( Read more... )