( my rob and i )

well this is it. rob is leaving today, at 9 o'clock for school monday. i'm so proud of him ( Read more... )

i've been sleeping for almost twelve hours, with little breaks in between, lucifer escaped again. rob and i haven't gotten any better. i feel so insecure, and i miss him. he's leaving on friday, i'm going to die here without him. it feels like my whole world is going to stop. i need a cigarette. i have none left. well maybe there is one lurking ( Read more... )

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my lucyfer excaped! it was terrible. he was hiding in my closet, i have no clue how he got where he was. oh well... anyway. buddy is an excapist obviously. i didn't see rob today, scott pissed me off, i'm busy as hell, i got shocked with a fake remote, i'm just tired of being a joke.
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:: well me :: i wish ( Read more... )

LOS ANGELES, Aug. 13 ... Insane Clown Posse, the Detroit rap duo beloved by teenage boys for their creepy face make-up and X-rated lyrics, have been named the worst band ever by Blender magazine.

HAHAA!

i really dont understand why i'm being treated like this. i dont really know what the hell i have in hopes for him, because he treats me like crap. i'm beginning to think when he says he'll call and promises to do it... he just... thinks "fuck her". i mean. if thats not the case i dont know what the hell to think. ah... fuck it.. i dont even feel ( Read more... )

well... rob and i broke up yesterday. i really dont want to talk about it personally, all i have to say is that we're back together... so whoo ( Read more... )

i'm not even quite sure what to think anymore. i called scott on my way out to see where he was, and if i could talk to him. (made sure rob wasn't there) he told me to come over there because he wanted to talk too.. when i got there the driveway was full, and guess who's car was over there? hellz yes... robs... i was so angry at scott because i ( Read more... )

i just want to be put to sleep. rob and i had our anniversary.... i gave him his present. i gave him one of my senior pictures in a frame i decorated myself. and his favourite candy i rented movies. we chilled for a while, bombarded by people. we went to watch some movies, and we never finished it. rob said that they were having practice because ( Read more... )