so im very seriously considering quitting my job because of the assistant manager... i hate the woman, as does the rest of the staff. susie though, sticks up for her and it's beginning to piss everyone off. so, if nothing is done about this soon im just going to quit. this lazy bitch seriously does nothing but eat all damn night. ugh... its ( Read more... )

i have no friends

spring break.....

*sighs* sorry for my recent outbursts.

god fucking dammit! i feel like fucking shit. what the fuck is my problem? ='(
i hate this =(
some things just hurt me so bad.... and some things i just cant talk about with people, cant explain how i feel.
im hurting so much.
ugh.
i hate this
i hate myself
i hate everything
i want to die....

im so scared.

=(

so i've officially quit band (starting next year)... i hope it wasn't a bad decision ( Read more... )

im a miserable, sad, mother fucking excuse for an existence.
i dont deserve anything, anyone, any happiness at all.
i deserve to fucking die.

im an idiot.

everything to me... seems like it is getting simpler... yet more complicated. getting more complicatedly simple. its beginning to drive me crazy.
every night when i lie down to sleep i am plagued with thoughts of the ones i love the most... dying. and it hurts. i try to stop but the thoughts keep coming.
ugh.
justin and i are doing well but ( Read more... )