today was not good.
neither yesterday.
nor the day before.

being with justin is messing me up.
being with me all day, every day... has messed me up.
for good.

no ones cares and it's taking me a lot longer to accept that than i thought it would.

"i dont want to die, i just wish i was never born."

=(

i just dont know what to do anymore.

ugh... ive been feeling confused about everything lately. im in one of those moods, i dont want to have to wake up and face another day ( Read more... )

phew, lol. im tired. g'night everyone!

well, i got my glasses Friday. i guess they're ok, its definitely hard to get used to. they dont look bad though, so that's good... i guess. *shrugs* oh well. brr. its cold. *shivers* i get to go to work today. lucky me. owie, and im having really bad cramps right now. >.< *cries* oh well, enough complaints from me for now.

 

 

my dad just got mad at my mom and i because we said we didn't want to go to michigan for a few days for some birthday. i really cant afford to be taken out of school right now. this is just dumb. well, im leaving for work in a few minutes. glad to get out of the house. i hope everyone has a nice day.