i have a big giant queen size bed. and it is awesome. of course, my room is a little crowded now. i even got rid of a lot of furnature and stuff and it's still kind of crowded. oh well, once i move out things will spread out.

my goal is to be moved out within a year. so a month after i get my license i'm going to stop fucking around and either get ( Read more... )

p.s... i'm 19 now, bitches :)

hung around all day. nothing much to report.

i could have seen Derek. but i decided not to go for a ride to the gas station. i guess he was there before school. Mike said hi to him. lol. then he called me, but i was outside. i called him back but he was in school and he didn't call me back cause he thought it would be too late. but i get to talk ( Read more... )

my mom is so fucking pissed at me. she threatened to send me to rehab cause i smoke too much pot. lol. it was kind of amusing. but i talked to her calmly and she's just concerned because i have no emotions. eh, she should be. but she can't yell at me for it.

and now Tim is IMing me. wonderful *away message*

*sigh* people tend to ruin things for everyone. since someone decided to be a prick, i'm making my journal 'friends only'. i just don't have the time to deal with random people's shit. things are going way too good right now and dramam is just something i don't want or need ( Read more... )

Alex stayed over last night. i had the biggest scare of my life. i will not go into details in here cause i'm sure no one wants to hear it. but i'm taking a test in a few days (as long as i have the money) to make sure that everything is okay. i'm sure you can all guess what the problem is now. everyone just wish on a star for me, please ( Read more... )

i saw a few people today while me and Alex were on our way to the movies. right by my house i saw Derek's best friend Doug. and i know he saw me. i made sure to make out with Alex in front of him. maybe he'll pass the world along. maybe Derek will feel bad for using me and realize what's he's missing. i'm such a bitch ( Read more... )

September 12th. Saves The Day and Taking Back Sunday will be at The Webster. i hope i have money to go.

oops... i woke Alex up with my typing. yeah, that's right. i'm sitting here, wide awake (and pretty much naked might i add) and on-line because all he wants to do is sleep. grrr. i want to kick him so bad right now.

i need a cigarette.

first off i want to say that AOL users are dumbasses. they have these polls every day and the one today was "do you think there should be a law banning gay marriages?" i clicked "no" and then it showed me the results off the poll. it turns out that a majority of the people think that it should be banned. what the fuck?! i got angry. i mean, why can ( Read more... )

vacation is offcially over now. we left at about 12 on Wednesday and got to The Cape around 3. we found Jen's place and hung out there for a little bit. she showed us around the town and we basically just hung out at her place for the night. Alex's hernia started acting up, so our first night there wasn't exactly the best. we both slept in the ( Read more... )