i don't know...

i hope everyone fucking dies. including me. i really really do. i'm sittin here so fucking hungry that my head hurts. the reason why i won't go get food-Bob's in the kitchen. how many fucking times have i been through this. i don;t fucking like him. he fucking scares me. he's an asshole. i don't bring Tim to the house because mom hates him. but she ( Read more... )

Ryan came over a little before 2. he shared some of his pot with me. it's good. he was so lit. it was the best. we tried to wake Ashley up but it didn't work ( Read more... )

me and Ash waited around for Jen till after 9. we were gonna go to Jesse's party but went to the Parthenon Giner (as it has now been officially renamed) instead. ate some food. went to go see Doug for like, 2 seconds. then came home. it was fucking lame. tonight fucking sucked ( Read more... )

today i woke up depressed as all hell. and i was super sad until 10:30 ( Read more... )

got up at 9:30. i went to school and we were told about how starting monday we can't wear tank tops or any revealing clothing and if we do we'll have to wear this huge shirt that says "property of north branford". it's sooooooooo retarded. i wont wear the stupid shirt. i'll get pinked for insubordination before i wear something that says i belong ( Read more... )

talk to meeeee. come on. you know you wanna. and you know you wanna come here and rescue me from this house and take me away to anywhere but here. you know you want me as more than just a sex toy. you know you want me as your girlfriend. and i want you as my boyfriend. so why is this all so fucking difficult and time consuming?!!? can we just get ( Read more... )

me, Jen, and Ash went to Kholes. we saw Leslie there. I see that girl everywhere. Jen bought a sweater for her mom. we tried on some really ugly clothes and had underwear fights. it was sweet ( Read more... )

I got up at 9 and hopped in the shower and as I was getting out Ryan, Jen, and Mike came by. so we went and smoked before school. made some breakfast. shit like that ( Read more... )

Im so fucking tired it isnt even funny. but I cant sleep yet. Im hungry... and I dont have to get up till after 9 tomorrow so Im gonna end up staying up later ( Read more... )