With faces of strangers that I know ( Read more... )

At least it was a nice day when you broke my heart. Nothing much left to the imagination, that's all that I can say about my mind right now. You told me that you were sorry and that I shouldn't blame myself. I forgave you as soon as you uttered words that hurt me, but that's just me. I couldn't ever hate anyone that made me so happy, someone that ( Read more... )

This rain makes me wonder if my footsteps will ever be washed away. How can I explain this? When every footstep of mine has been replaced, then I will truly feel happy. For it's in my mind that this knowledge resides, it's almost as if none of this ever happened. What parts of me have I left behind? All of me, like everything but my soul has been ( Read more... )

I felt stupid as I walked down the street with my headphones on my ears, I can't believe that I even thought about saying what I was implying. I don't want to put pressure on a good thing, He called me, I told him what I was feeling, but I kind of expected his reaction...I wanted to leap without looking, but I'm glad I didn't take the chance. In a ( Read more... )

Maybe I feel like curling up in a ball and hiding. My slurring of words is like drunken anger, I wish to see what lays ahead for me, but I'm afraid. I don't know why I feel like crying, but, behind tears there's always a smile. Honesty, honestly, I feel completely useless. It's so easy to feel nothing, but I wonder, if I feel nothing, why is it ( Read more... )

Driving through the streets on Sunday night, it seems like your smile made the lights say "go" and that it's a feeling of a smile that I don't know. It rained as we walked across the bridge that lead to nowhere, we held hands and saw the view of downtown, the lights reflected in murky waters. I think I like you, I think I like you a lot. I don't ( Read more... )

I'm not sure whether or not I should be relieved, or sad. It's more like a suffocating neutrality. I feel like my facial expression is hard, and I don't really know how I'm feeling on the inside. I might have known this would happen, if I wasn't such a little kid. I'm a little naive, when it's least wanted, or needed. Mason broke it off with me, ( Read more... )

I don't know how to write letters, but I write them anyway. There are too many movements in my hands to express the look on my face. Staring at the ceiling these dark eyes hold no light, I turn my head to the movement of birds taking flight. Forgetting the voices through paper thin walls I want to hear my name being called in the form of your voice ( Read more... )

I'm still shocked about what happened to me today. Mason kissed me...I'm not sure whether or not I saw it coming. Everyone was around us, but no one was looking. How does that happen? It was spur of the moment and beautiful, I wouldn't have it any other way. My confusion is turned even further astray because of this kiss. The sun was shining, and I ( Read more... )

I've got a chill down my spine that makes me wonder if everything is really okay. I'd like to think that we're cool, Ryan and I. Yesterday was St. Patrick's day, and we broke it off. I feel a sense of freedom, but at the same time, I miss him more than I did when we were together. Together...if you can call it that. I want to see him today so we ( Read more... )