how people expect you to do something
and you dont
and they turn around and do the same thing.
just a thought.
but not really.

so i really need to update ( Read more... )

i've been doing much thinking during this new year ( Read more... )

soo ( Read more... )

it feels like all i do is go to rehearsals ( Read more... )

rehearsals...are sooooo hectic!!!
fezziwig and his dance.
its going to be good
but right now it's wearing on me.
and we have rehearsals on our day off.
blah.

and lyric rehearsals...
geez.
i just cant wait to block my scene
and i have lyric tomorrow
which is awesome!

<3

i'm not really sure what to say ( Read more... )

i had a relapse.
i went back out with shawn.
even after all that shit 2 weeks ago.
my mom told me that i wasnt here to please other people
and "she" did introduce us...
i just cant stand anything anymore.
i mean i had a great time...but
i hate feeling guilty after i go out w/ someone.

someone help me!

most of it is all cleared up now.
all the drama is done.
*hopefully*
and things are looking up.

by the way wicked was absolutely amazing
i had so much fun.

well, boys.
what can be said?
i meet one who is fabulous
and then he tells me the truth about
everything that's going on.
and it still hurts

i wish for once i wouldnt be
dumped for another girl.
i know i'm better than that.
i just know it.

3 times in 2 months...
has to be a record somewhere...