Well it's been a minute.
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I haven't posted in awhile but nothing really has changed in my life anyway.
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Your birthday past. I hope it was a good one. I can't get over the fact on how much I miss you. I wish I never fucked up, I wish I never said or did those things. I wish I never met her. Everything that happens now to me is my payback for hurting you ( Read more... )

I've been feeling a lot more alone lately than normal. Even though I live with some of my best friends. I am alone. I feel it. Once I am on my own, I don't know what I'll do to overcome this feeling. Sometimes it gets depressing and thoughts and urges come back. That's why I try to hit the gym as much as I can to stress relief ( Read more... )

Urges coming back. Felt like it tonight. I guess I'll sleep on it, try to bury it.

Fail at everything. I just want you back.

Can never get past it. Never get over it. My mistake that will haunt me the rest of my life. Should have never talked to her. So that way we could still be.

Why.. why why why why why why why why why why..

Yeah. It feels good, but if I look back I should know. So I don't know.

Doubt things would progress but I wouldn't mind if they did at all.