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I am going through all this trouble to register for classes in a place I don't want to return to next semester.
I hate my life right now. -
Fourthirteen.
I am so happy with where my whole life is headed.
I know I always say these things too soon, speak too early and say things and have to take them back.
I hope this isn't the case.
Awe, haha.
This is so cute.
I am being vague but it's okay.
Sooner or later, everyone will understand. -
All we know...
has fallen.
I am so exhausted. And overwhelmed. And anxious.
I don't know where any of this is coming from.
And frankly, I am scared to find out.
Wonderful.
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My sleeping patterns...
are so out of whack.
And I don't even care enough to fix them.
I have been napping and then staying up late.
I guess it's okay, because the hours end up evening out.
I just dread the days where I don't nap.
Oh, and I am failing school.
Wonderful.
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At best...
I hate who I am right now. -
I am really tired.
So, sometimes, I write secret journal entries on my computer. I don't think thats fair. In fact, I think it's really dishonest of me. Like I have this whole hidden world that no one knows about, and all anyone is getting is what I write on my LiveJournal. Whatevski. I am going to post the old ones. There are only two.
Someday, I'd like to feel ( Read more... ) -
Um.
Sometimes I feel like I am falling and spiraling down ( Read more... ) -
twotwentyfive
There is something broken in me.
Like my mean switch flipped on.
I have to stop before I kill all my friendships.
UGH.
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twotwo.
I am so annoyed with this mystery illness.
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Lately.
A new year.
I feel like it's supposed to be about new beginnings, a fresh start. But I have not encountered this. What I've found instead is that I'm miserable and I don't know why. I'm tired, I'm sick, I'm overwhelmed. I'm so lonely that I can hardly stand it.
My loneliness isn't even logical. Because I am surrounded by people ALL the time. I can't ( Read more... )