I want to just go drive somewhere with the music blaring.
No one will let me.
It's really annoying.

I might see Alex this weekend. 
The excitement is killing me.
I'm so aAJFDKJAFKJFK WOO!

I miss a lot of random people at the moment.
I like it but like, I don't want to be BFFL with them.
Ya know?

MM, also, I am a little ahead in school.
Super sweet.

I am now a crazy licensed driver.
Be wary of the roads, for I will run pedestrians down.
No joke.

=]

My life has been all good times lately.
Cute.

My Mondays (as of today) are freed up now.
It's such a nice feeling to have this one free weekday to just breathe.
It's just amazing to see all thats changing.
The free time gives me a chance to think about it and actually SEE it.
I feel like I'm missing a lot because everything has been so blurred.
This year is so busy.
I can't wait for it to be over ( Read more... )

I desperately need a break.

In my brain I know I'm making such tiny steps in reconciling this.
But in my heart it feels like leaps and bounds. 
And I'm scared.
It took like, 10 minutes just to make this silly decision.
But I'm getting somewhere, I think.

Also: VIRGIN MOBILE, WHERE ARE MUH TEXTS?!

And another also, YAY YOUTH GROUP TONIGHT.
I love Newington kids.
All of them that have ( Read more... )

I am having a weird moment right now ( Read more... )

I have such love and hatred for high school all at once.
It's confusing.
And great.
Mm.

I am so busy like everyday.
And I feel this weekend is going to be good.
I should be catching up on sleep.

But whatever, I'm going to go until I crash.
I'm sure thats fine.

Off to Modern Europe homework!

What a mess this all is.
OH BOY.

I can't help but feel overwhelmed about this year already.
I'm in SO over my head.
UGH.

I'm having such weird issues lately.
Like insecurity issues.
And lack of self-control issues.

I hate feeling like I'm regressing.
Because I have worked SO hard to get to the point I was at.
I guess I just have to try harder.
And remember that tomorrow IS another day.

I just need some stability, I think.
Hopefully things will settle soon.