Alright. I had a really bad week. Misty reached right in and pulled every single heart string I had left before spending the next week snapping and breaking every single one of them. I have to come to understand the things that have been taken from me are gone and try to get over them. Start anew. I will never get to see the child I nurtured ( Read more... )

I'm not sick, I'm just a boy ( Read more... )

I just want to think about ANYTHING else but you.

What does it take?

Please, tell me.

Please...please find me. understand. Care. If ever there was any of it...know...it's all wrong. I'm wrong too. Just remember, know, and find me. You're so, so far away. Every bit of this is yours... and i can't carry it alone.

I can be anything.

in a heartbeat.

Alright, well in catching up with LiveJournals missed, I believe every single thing I'm feeling, worrying about, regretting, missing, looking for, and thinking about in the most recent year was all talked about by Sandy. All of that. I was worrying about how to jump back into thinking, writing, spewing words all over this thing, when I had the ( Read more... )

You whispered "hurry ( Read more... )

Everything I am is rendered meaningless as soon as everyone stops listening.

Livejournal, the loneliest corner of the internet, where you can shout into the abyss ( Read more... )

I've let my Livejournal die. I know. I know. I can run through the multitude of excuses I've told myself and the people that have asked me over this time, but I'm not even sure the problem anymore. Maybe I was only writing this so other people would read it, and when I ran out of people, I ran out of steam. I've always been, and probably ( Read more... )

I have a secret plan in the works. I hope it works out beautifully ( Read more... )