A lot of these old entries, are fucking crap.

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Final Thought: I know I know, but I had to see. But it seems so close to the truth, I think our love will be a long time...it will change, but always be there. And yes, I think he came to me from my prayers.....and I am glad he did....mmk I am going now.

Blessed Be

I am sick of this, I new this was all to be good to be true. I knew I would mess up some how. Gods, I hate 2004 so much I am so glad it is ending ( Read more... )

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So last night I said the 3 words, well 4 if you count his name. "I love you Andy". Things are moving fast, yet they feel so right. I dunno, I havem't known anyone like him, someone who is interested in what I have to say. And I love talking to him, he is such an interesting person. And tho we may not agree on everything, I still like to her his ( Read more... )

I hate this, I have been feeling like shit for so long now. Trying so hard to pretend everything is ok, when really it isn't. Andy made me realize that I am a really clingy person, in weird ways. And when I see my friends, not even bothering to talk to me during lunch/gym or even in the hall way...it fucking kills me. I have to try so fucking hard ( Read more... )

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