The talk we had went nowhere. I curse each word you spoke, trying to reason with my logic. Because he never called to tell me he was leaving. He never called to tell me he was packing his bags and getting on that plane. And he certainly never called to say he missed me, to tell me he still loved me. He never once addressed those facts with me the ( Read more... )

Taking a deep breath she pushed the door open, crossing her fingers as she walked through. Pulling her hood over her head whispering to herself, “please let today be better than the last.” She wanted nothing more than to just sink into the cold pavement as she made her way outside. Glowing pumpkins lined the sidewalks and colored leaves danced in ( Read more... )

Who got a job? oh that is correct...ME! But then again who wouldnt hire ( this )

i suffer from coffee headaches all hours of the day and night. brought on by the caffeine i drink to avoid your sullen look. we may collage all through the night, painting the stars in the sky but all in a silence that i cant find comfort in. when goodnights are exchanged you give me that grin you dont know i love, and i smile back at; for a moment ( Read more... )

You are so damn perfect ( Read more... )

and after the fact i will wrap duct tape around my foot to avoid the fact that i have to buy new sandals. day after day my feet turn black and i refuse to notice the looks you give as i allow my toes to dig deeper into the dirt. when the alarm goes off far to early and my voice is hoarse i will roll over to avoid the bright lights that shine in my ( Read more... )

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i almost want some drama in my life.
ever feel like that. things are going too well.
and im updating again today. for no real reason.
went longboarding.
didnt kill anyone or myself. so thats a plus right there.
i should be doing homework. i just cant bring myself to it.
beat me up on the inside.
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there really isnt much to say. i could give a detailed description of my weekend, but who really wants that. cliff notes: rum and coke, i danced till i couldnt dance no more. and im sure this is how most of my weekends will be going. which gives me the worst coffee headaches. i dont sleep. i try to compensate coffee for actually rest. i wouldnt ( Read more... )

way to start my first day of classes. lets stay up all night dancing, watching movies and running up and down the halls at five in the morning like giddy school girls. then drink four cups of coffee before seven in the morning. i was and still am shaking uncontrolably. i could hardly take notes in my super duper eight o' clock class. and then our ( Read more... )

i can go on the internet on my computer once again! after three long weeks...its come back to me. and to all that dont know my brother is the BEST BROTHER in the world. he drove up here after work and fixed my computer up real nice. isnt he just super.

so all that were keeping tabs, because im sure there are tons of you, i am back in the live ( Read more... )