WHATS UP BITCHES?!?!?! IM BACK!!!!!!

Yay. So i got a second job!!! Yay, well i suppose it will only be a second job untill training over, then i will probably quit Beans and Brews and just work at Marriot full time. They pay more then Beans, plus i work from 3 untill midnight, sooooo, its not like i will want to have to come to beans at 5 am! it sucks thought because i have mono, or ( Read more... )

Well i guess Andreas not going with me to Seattle, for sure now. Its sad, i was hoping to have a fun girly adventure with her. but its cool, she needs to save money. so do i, but i can wait on it. Im staying in a really pretty hotel right down the street from the pike market. Im sooooooo excited. Anyways thats about all that is going on right now.

Im in the weirdest mood right now... im completely exausted. I havent sleep for days, especially last night. So im all loopy in the head. but i have really been enjoying hanging out, lately. I want to go out tonight, but i know mentally, that wouldnt be a good idea... i guess Drea wants to push our trip back. It makes sence but i want to get away ( Read more... )

so im taking my G.E.D this Wednesday. Im nervous, but im totally gonna kick ass. Uh... I guess thats all.

I cant beleive ANDREA..... the skank of the town... has a FUCKING BOYFRIEND. ohhh sad, that poor little thing is going to get his pooooooor little black cold yest fuzzy and warm heart broken. Last night we all went to WIIIIIISE GUUUUYS. it was funny, i dont think i have laughed so hard in my entire life. I just read dreas livejournal. and i can ( Read more... )

ok so.... IM SO EXCITED!!! As i have already stated. But for good reason! Me and drea were invited to go to Seattle for this dar trip at the Fashion Institute!!! Its in Febuary so were leaving on the 25 and staying untill the 28th.. and wow. YAY. For once something exciting is going on in my life. I think that im going to dreas tonight for a ( Read more... )

christmas sucked. No not the family, and the presents rocked. I got sick.... and didnt sleep for like FOURTY SIX HOURS. It sucked. Anyways Joshys stressed out and i feel bad. His parents and poo poo heads! Im at work.. and i have the worste caffiene headache. ARRRG! My darling little cute Andrea got a date.... AWWWWWE shes growing up so fast!! Ha ( Read more... )

well, i feel a little bit more grounded right now. I felt like complete and utter shit this morning, but then i went to refill my rx. I think that might have had something to do with why i felt so weird. Anyways...I went all over trying to look for the Smith's redord but i can't seem to find it. I really want to hear "asleep", by them! I need a ( Read more... )

I think im going crazy. and i dont mean the figurtively. I can't breathe right... if i can even catch my breath at all. My body feels numb, like im nothing but water. But it will move oddly, like a huge wave is hitting me. Im all alone. Again. i was hoping to see josh. I tho9ught maybe he'd make me feel a little more grounded. My mind keeps ( Read more... )