last night was really honestly too much ( Read more... )

right now it's 8 in the morning ( Read more... )

tonight is the "annual family christmas party"
i'm slightly excited actually!'
tons of family members stuffed in my house
me chad allison and kim picking on evan?!
that's how it ends up being every year
oh and don't forget the relatives that end up drunk
my family is just too great <3 ( Read more... )

i've had a change of heart
as much as i'm confused and such
christmas cannot come soon enough
last night me and mom went shopping
we bought a few more things
and sometime this week coming up
we're going looking for my CAMERA
also i cannot wait another day to see my dad
i miss him times a million
and i'm pretty sure i'm starting to realize the real meaning ( Read more... )

giving up?!
i think that would solve a lot of this
to be honest i wish i was busier
as much as my work load and such is stressful
at least then i would have no time to think
cause the thinking has been killing me

shout to my lovely haley macdonald
i love you darling
and thanks for everything <3

note to garrett:
if you move i'm coming with you =]

so christmas ( Read more... )

hm.. so i'm updating, again

i'm still stressed
and still confused

BUT on a happier note..
i love michelle moravcik
and i'm syked to chill with her
AND i love julie reynolds
thanks for everythings sweets <3 ( Read more... )

so i've decided waiting is the worse.
what if all of this doesn't turn out like i want it to 
then i'm waiting for nothing.

tonight was good
i needed a lazy night with my best friend
he makes me smile
and makes me very happy
did i mention i love his family?
haha alex porter, i adore you <3
ps. i'm so happy your knee is better =]

christmas is just around the ( Read more... )

10% luck , 20% skill , 15% concentrated power of will, 5% pleasure, 50% pain and 100% reason to remember the name
that song is my obession
fort minor is life <3

me and porter are starting to chill more again
it's making me happy
porter, you are my life
and you are my best friend for life

things are alright..
i mean theres things i want but obviously can't ( Read more... )

GOO GOO DOLLS TONIGHT
wow i am far too syked
<3

things are far too fucking perfect
life is grand
yuppp yuppp

i got a job!
laura secord = easiest job of life <3

latley i've been staying away from relationships
it's a good change i must admit

phone with stefanie at the moment
i miss herrrr :(
"SEND IT OR I'M GOING TO ASS RAPE YOU"
"well i guess you got a lot of ass rapeing to do"
hahah oh my, i love our convo's

so i still love you,
wow to think when i come home 2 ( Read more... )