yay so i got my halloween costume
army girl, haha it's cute
got a new barbell too
good day at the mall with ames

last night was nuts
cpa vs. lockview game
OBVIOUSLY cpa won
C P A - LOCKVIEWS GAY!
haha gotta love our chants

.. i've fallen
<3

she'd be 18, today.
this hurts it really does
to think she's gone, with no looking back
i miss the early years
when everything was perfect and nothing else mattered
the 5 of us <3.
it still hasn't really hit me that your gone
and i don't think it will for a while
i'm sorry for everything
and remember your always in my heart
- rest in peace brenda -

things are well.. intense?!
i love life, but latly i'm so frustrated

boys are confusing.
and dumb.
monday.. hmm.. ?!

hockey seems to make me happy
watching hockey games are love
mac's game on wednesday
i'm so excited
and season opener for cpa hockey friday

banana's here
haha as drew likes to call her?
yeah so anna's here and i'm TRES happy
i missed her
BUTTTTTTT
i don't need to anymore becuase
SHES IN BDOT FOR THE WEEKEND
off to ben's tonight!
drinks tonight i hope!
xoxo thats all for now!

lots to say so here goes...

1. i need to stop going through boys so fast
i need to not rush things ( as baxter says )
and settle down!
hmm.. i'm just waiting to see how long this one lasts

2. first high school party and i didn't drink
SURPRISING, i know eh?
oh well at least mom trusts me more now
woot woot go susan
tonight was actually like nuts though
until ( Read more... )

things are confusing and hard right now
it's like i'm always taking one step forward and 2 steps back
for so long i was so happy and now i'm just back to being confused
or confuzzled as kyle says
drew, you are far too amazing. i love you for life <3 thanks for everything

i've started back on the team
mom's decided i'll be on the team but not in every day ( Read more... )

so it's offical
<3
lucas, your a cutie
- -
skating?
team?
i don't even know
mom's been talking about no nfld in feb.?
i honeslty have no clue what's going on
i'm so confused and ugh
i'm pretty sure i'm done with it all
or so mom was saying today
- -
wrote a resume today
applying at superstore!
possibly working with my CUZ!
haha i love you chad
- -
sitting here ( Read more... )

so theres ANOTHER new boy
he's grand i must admit
i hope for once things actually work out

alex porter, my BEST friend
your too awesome
your biggest fan?
yup that would be me :]

i LOVE cpa
like i am completly in LOVE with it
i'm getting close with all the bjh and msms'ers
i've met so many new people
and i'm getting so close with old friends
[ example; scott ( Read more... )

i've offically started high school
got a pretty good semester
A Block; Science 10 - Mr. Allen
B Block; Math 10 Plus - Mr. Young
C Block; English 10 - Mr. Hall
D Block; Clm/Pal - Mr. Milligan
- -
in every course i know at least one person
which is defiently always a plus
don't have any courses with a few people i would have liked too
but shit happens i guess
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yesterday happened
like ACTUALLY happened
i was happy / i still am happy
chillin' with that loser again tomorrow
excited  ? of course!
i'm starting to fall
it's kinda scary to say the least

so i've been glued to erin the past week
i'm very happy i must say
hehe i love her!

amanda's going crazy at home
i noticed when i called her today
so yes amanda this update ( Read more... )