< I WILL CHANGE FOR NO ONE > i relize ( even though it has been a while since i was last one here ) that i wasnt go to change for me - to make me happy i was going to change for someone who i thought was better then me - they made me feel low and like dirt - will i ever think that about myself again helll no becuase i have a wonderfull life with ( Read more... )

havent updated in a while but i just reliezed somthing
has i was watching the becuase of you video i reliezed what it was T R U L Y about
and maybe thats why i felt i really good connection with it
i wasnt treated very nicly by my father he hurt me inside and out
i think about it alot and will i ever forgive him ?

im changing everything ( Read more... )

well me and kathryn are here in NYC ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do anymor e ( Read more... )

school is closed for monday and tuesday
that means only ONE day of school for me next week and thats a game day which mean lik 6 hours of school in one week then im off to newyork!!!! AhHhH !!! i can N O T wait ! :]]]

hello again
i just wanted to say
tomorrow when dylan comes back
dont say anything about his mom
hes heard enough

i really hope kathryn CAN come to NYC in 5 days becuase if her mom cancels right now
ill be in forever sorrow
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getting ready for tomorrow going to hectic :] but im exited for some odd reason

i stayed home today - it was nice - slept in cleaned cought up on some reading - but cheerleading - i missed a day but its okay :]

7 days is all i really can say right now - seven more days until New York -

Dylan is coming back to school tomorrow or friday or whateverrr i really dont know - im going to the funeral - its going to suck !

well i havent updated in a while becuase my computer at home a little devil lol ( Read more... )