Wow its been ages since i've last written. I only write on xanga and kiwibox though. i have a job now... its going okay. just wayyy underpaid >_< this year has been crazy.. i've fallen fast and then im suddenly brought back up, and then go crashing down again. School's almost out & then i'll be a senior. i cant believe it. My friends are great. <33

ive been doing alot of thinking about things.

i want to live a life thats makes a different. but i dont know HOW. and i hate waiting. ive been trying to find a job for over 3 months, at first i didnt really just try, i just got applications and i turned them in but recently ive actually been acutally calling them back but im just facing rejection ( Read more... )

ahh i havent updated this peice of crap in forever.

Lets see.

me and david got back together on June 11, but i broke up with his sorry butt again on June 21st. Im SO totally over him. Went to falls creek July 11-16th. Definitely the best week ever. God is amazing. endofstory.

School starts on August 17th. I'll be a junior, cannot believe it.

My ( Read more... )

When are things gonna get better?

I broke up with David on Saturday morning. a WHOLE lot of sh!t went down between us, but i found out that [ hopefully ] now of its true. I know i deserve better than him, but i miss him so much. I miss the feeling of being in love. It sucks. I still talk to him though. we're friends. He understands me alot and i ( Read more... )

havent updated in FOREVERRR. I never come on here anymore, just to check on a couple of people's journals.

Me and david are still going out. 5 months! =D School is out in 3 days wow. <3 you guys!

Gah. Me and David go good for a while and then it just goes down the drain. I hate it whenever we act like this. We act stupidly =\ ergggh.. Im so bored right now. Imma go take some surveys.

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Me and David are fine now. We talked it all out on Wednesday night. We went to the movies todayyyy ; Man of the House twas pretty funny. My step sis and her husband are coming down from Missouri later on tonight. Umm thats about it thats been happenin'

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hi guys. i dunno about me and david anymore ; i dunno whats going on =\ i hope after spring break is over, everything will be fine again...

ahhh Im in love & I know I am, Im falling really hard for David. xx <3

Gahh boys are so complicated sometimes! David makes me cry, but yet i love him. We've been through so much and we've only been going out for 2 months -n- 2 weeks *lol* Guys are guys I guess, they cant be sweet all the time! David made me cry earlier today & yesterday. But its all gravy now *lol* Just gotta realize that hes not as 'sensitive' as I ( Read more... )