My paper is done, my presentation is done. I'm HAPPY again!! =)

Mike was working one night and Jerrad called and asked if I wanted to go to the game with him. I don't think he knows about Mike, well I haven't told him. Anyway Jerrad's a cool friend, but I decided not to go and I don't regret it.

Mike came over and we talked for 5 hours about a lot ( Read more... )

Mike got a job. He's working concessions at the Riverhawks' field. lol =) How cute =) Anyway, my parents are going away this weekend and I get to keep a car! "Woot" lol My teacher extended our papers till Monday. So I don't have EXTREME stress anymore. YAY!

Hey. I am So stressed. I have a 5 page research paper due Friday, and a powerepoint presentation due Friday. And ultimatley I haven't started on either one of them. I also have to prepare for Spain. My suitcase is 30 fing pounds. I carried it around the block and I have humungo blisters on my hands. My whole body aches. Physically and mentally. I ( Read more... )

Yay. I feel like writing good things down. I like me. I've liked me for awhile now, and I like this feeling =)

Anyway, on Friday which was two days ago, I went to Laser Quest with Mike and his church group. It was pretty fun. I was really scared before we went in. But then I shot people and it was cool. Then we went in for a second time and it was ( Read more... )

I LOVE MIKE VENABLE!

Well I haven't updated in a long time.

I live for Friday Night Movies now. I go to a movie wih Mike every Friday and that's the only time I get to see him. I guess it's ok, I mean 1 out of 7 isn't THAT bad. Considering he doesn't go to school and stuff. But this Friday I'll be gone =( But he's the most perfect person in the world, and I'm ( Read more... )

Well I guess Amber wants me to update..

Mike is REALLY sweet. He makes me SO happy. I smile when I'm with him so big that my cheeks hurt.  I feel for him what I felt for Tim, except for the hurting. I mean Tim was sweet and cuddly and stuff some of the time. I knew he liked me at those times. But Mike is constant and we belong together.

Nick ( Read more... )

So Mike's profile says he loves me, my mom has spoken to me and she doesn't hate me, and I haven't talked to Jerrad. Just a half hour ago or so, I missed him and now I feel .. warm. Maybe things will work out.. I don't know. I just wish that I didn't have to hurt Jerrad. He was SO great. And I wish I didn't have to do this all by myself. I am so ( Read more... )

I've never broken up with someone for another person. And now that I have, I think I shouldn't have. I should have let it be. I mean I like Mike more, I thought I was doing the right thing, it wasn't exactly fair to Jerrad. But now I miss Jerrad like crazy. And I want Mike to disappear. And my mom's angry with me. And as much as I hate to admit it ( Read more... )

So, I deserve to go to hell. Right now. I haven't told anyone else this except for Amy and a few choice others.

So I went to the movies with my beloved Mike. I should have left. So I'm still dating Jerrad and I'm practically in love with Mike. Grr. So I want to break up with Jerrad but I can't.. I don't know how. But I have to do it myself. So I ( Read more... )