What is your name? Rachel ( Read more... )

i wanna be an inspiration to people and make them happy and...well.... i wanna make people happy... i wanna spread words of wisdom and change peoples life and view of life and everything by just talking to them... i wanna be that powerful.. and i want to make this world.. a more loving wonderful world.. ha.. that wont happen... actually... ( Read more... )

i just got back from maine... mom dad ralphy cheryl and annah went.. there were alot of hott guys ;] i got 2 necklaces went swimming went body surfing... it was fun.. my brother was a little innoying shit tho and i went on rides.. alone... but it was still fun. I have a new favorite mix drink.. orange juice and Malibu.. i need to have a party.. ( Read more... )

im eating pizza right now. its good. and its late so im gonna get fatter. oh well.. ill get skinny when i have the money to. its really hott and im tired.. i wanna read my angelas ashes book i just got but i have been having trouble concentrating for like a while now.. i think i need to go back on pills... but i dont wanna adopt... life is going so ( Read more... )

work is OK i dont wanna quit

there are no important guys in my life

i am a horrible friend

i love my puppy Mitzy

i have no life

you dont wanna view this page again

Last night was terrible, My mom and dad got in a fight, my mom ended up scratching father all over and she scratched my sisters neck . . . I only got pushed around a bit by trying to protect my now handicapped dad. My mom is an alcoholic. My dad is a lazy and conscienceless. Oh well at least I have my schizophrenic self (which is insane). Ohkay I ( Read more... )

I hate these journal shits . . . . I only keep mine because my sister takes her time making them for me . . . I HAVE A BORING LIFE!! nobody wants to read about it. I mean, nothing at all is going on in my life. . . yet . . . school just ended I forgot. Everybody goes to parties my age . . I havent gone to one . . . I want to so i can have sex and ( Read more... )

May is my birthday month... I am 15 now.... My party sucked ass... nobody came...I didnt get a birthday kiss....And worst of all.....I ONLY GOT 2 PRESENTS!!! LOL j/k....not..... well anyways nobody had fun and it was miserable...we drank a tiny bit...well they did..my friends....we hung out on the bed and just listened to the music I wanted to ( Read more... )

I am sitting here in my sisters room because I cant go on my computer because my dad is in the hospital and I cant go on my line in case my mom needs to tell us something..... Well anyways they say that he is fine and that the Old Lady he crashed into might not make it. My sister is pissed she wont get the car, spoiled first-born. I guess he only ( Read more... )

I havent liked Tyler for a while now, ever since I talked to him online. He is an asshole. At first I was upset that MY Tyler wasn't the same as the real Tyler but I just got over it. It feels kinda weird though because I have always had a crush on a guy, I never not have, like I don't now. Well anyways its vacation and Alyssa, my best friend is ( Read more... )