awesome christmas. lots of gifts. def. gonna do a lot of

returning clothes..lol but its chill. i am just thankful

for the things that i do have, and for mai family. <33

( i love youuuu )

so this morning i arrived at about 1 in the morning which is about 3 california time..=/

these next couple of weeks is gonna so fuckin tight. im sooooo excited.

it sucks bein away from all the ones i love and i miss them so much, but there's no use

whining about it. cuz i cant change it now!

sooo all i have to say is..................

PAAARTAYYYY ( Read more... )

( if im lyin', im flyin )

got grounded..i couldnt go out tonight..so i jus went to work. it was pretty chill.

tomorrow

going to the mall wit trevsizzle to go x-mas shopping for friends (meaning brian and meesh ;P ). then chillax the rest of the night

with mai friends and wonderful bOyFrIeNd..=)  lets jus say that tomorrow nights gonna be crazy.  woop woop! lol

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"im all alone

no where to go

my hearts cold as stone

and is numb from PAIN

with nothing to gain

i continue down this empty path

full of death's silence and god's wrath

with no one to turn to

i sing to myself

death's loving song

calling my name

knowing my pain

i've found my companion

a healthy stallion

carrying me to destiny"

-me

( venting proccess )

soo i had to baby sit mai sister the other night so here are some pics.=)

( catchu on the flip side..<3 )

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WE'RE GOIN TO THE SHIP!! WHAAAAATTTT??!!!!!!!!!

u boiz rock mai world.

we are THE WORLDS GREATEST...=)

as much as i would love to say that im happy...i cant. im not unhappy cuz of anyone, i guess im jus not content with myself and i feel that i've let myself down. anyone who truly knows me and knows my past, understands why i might feel this way. pleeeeezz wake me up when NOVEMBER, DECEMBER, JANUARY, FEBUARY, etc. ENDSSSSS. ugh. ok i feel better ( Read more... )