it's almost as if everytime I try to be happy, something gets in the way. And its usually not situations I put myself in, it's usually other people's situations that end up hurting me the most. i'm not bitter or anything, I'm just wondering when everybody I care about gets a break? I mean, how many times can a person's heart possibly break before ( Read more... )

i welcome it.

how would you feel if you handed someone a Christmas present, and they liked the wrapping so much that they didn't even bother to open your gift? They just put the wrapped present up on a shelf for the world to look at. They didn't dig deep to see what the real present was ( Read more... )

i know that i feel something strange.

i think they call this happiness?

you know that something is wrong when it's 4 am, and i'm eating ice cream.

i dont even like ice cream

i dont purposely hurt people

Forgive me you cut out again ( Read more... )

twilight

Haven't laughed this hard in a long time
I better stop
now before I start crying
Go off to sleep in the sunshine
I don't want to see the day when it's dying

She's a sight to see, she's good to me
I'm already somebody's baby
She's a pretty thing and she knows everything
But I'm already
somebody's baby

You don't deserve to be
lonely
But ( Read more... )

excuse me,

while i fall apart

Onerepublic. (download this song ( Read more... )