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( This is my farewell to this journal. PEACE )

hi.

last night my parents got home and they said my grandma was still bad , so i was crying again. Didn't eat anything. Didn't want to anyways. Then they told me i can't go to my brother's huge swim meet at PiTT .. i'm so mad because everyone else is my family is going .. except me. ehhh.. then my parent's yelled at me the resta the night and i ( Read more... )

my grandma had a stoke this morning and now she is in the hospital and she might not make it out .. oh - my - fucking - gosh. i don't know how to take this. She is so close to me and i don't want to lose her. please let her be okay. everyone in my whole family is at the hospital with her , except me. i feel worthless.

i hate this.

SNOW dAY = NO SChOOL AGAiN !

okay , so last night leet , rachel , and jordan came over with some take - out food .. then rachel hadta grab an egg roll and leave for church =[ so it was just me , jordan , my mom , dad , and leet. Me and Jordan were really hungry so we just ate fast then went and watched tv. Then leet got back from driving rachel to ( Read more... )

well today was pretty slow.

when i got home from cyd's , my parents went down to the store to paint and i stayed home. I was crying for awhile , which sucks because things here have sucked for me lately =[ , but whatever. i can take it. So i talked to jess , and she helped alot. i love her to death. thanks baby girl <3 and then i decided to lay ( Read more... )

hey everyone.

well this weekend was real , and it was fun :) hahaha. i'll give you the run down. for real.

friday was fun.

around 5:00 i went to jess's church + worked at the fish fry until 7 .. got my hands dirty and did dishes lol. Then , Renee came and we all went to the mall .. had a good time. Saw my Martez <3 and he gave me money =] ahhhh i ( Read more... )

hey all :) what's up ?

wow , what a crazy night. Well i was on the phone for like 4 hours with gary and i was waiting for dad to finish shoveling the driveway , and finally he did around 9 so he drove me to cyd's house .. wow we went 4 wheeling in the jeep , that was fun. Then he like missed the turn and we went into an empty lot and then i was ( Read more... )

well well well ..

school got cancelled .. ehh not to sure about that. #1 , i don't want to make up the day .. #2 , i wanted to actually go to the dance tonight , but since school isn't " in session " it got cancelled too :-/ eh , whatever. so anyways , this morning i got up around 10 .. then watched CRAFt some gothic // witchy movie which was ( Read more... )

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

today was absolutly awsome. i'm really suprised because i was in school the whole day , but it was one of the best days in forever. School was boring , all my classes were easy tho :)) so that was good. and jakki and matty broke up :(( not cool man. he keeps on following me around .. at the mall , and then he sat next to me ( Read more... )

well , today i was sick and didn't go to school. ehhh , i'm feeling okay now , but i will be @ school tomorrow. I was looking through all my picture files on my computer today and i saw that i have alot more pictures that i thought , so i'll post them all on here. It's going to be a really big picture update .. if you know what i'm saying. They are ( Read more... )