so lately, i cant eat. and i dont know why. its pretty much awful. i see food and it makes me want to puke. and its not that i dont wanna eat cuz i think im fat or some shit. but my pants are like falling off my ass. and i feel like a pile of steaming shit ( Read more... )

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tomorrows valentimeeees day. =] =]
ive always loved valentines day, even when i didnt have a valentine.
but this is my second valentines with myyy boooy<3 hes great.

school is not.

hey school is fucking ridiculous and it makes me want to fucking drop dead ( Read more... )

my parents are going on a cruise for a week on sunday. im gonna miss them. =[ but i hope they have a good time.

im finally feeling like better about things. my mom knew i havent been in a great mood lately so she took me to bk and we talked and stuff..i wicked love her<3 then we went to the grocery store and she bought me anything i wanted. hahaha ( Read more... )

k so i honestly dont know whats wrong with me lately ( Read more... )

i havent eaten a real meal in like 2 fucking weeks. ive been living off crackers and popsicles. i wanna cry every time i fucking swallow. i want to fucking shoot myself. and i miss my boyfriend. and somme people wicked piss me off. awesomeeeee

the fuckin pats are playing the broncos tooooniiiight! and everyones choosing denver to win =/ gaaaaaaaahasd;fisd dude the pats are gonna fucking win. =D

k so curtis came over today and we made bagel pizza and watched chick flicks. =] hahaha i wuvvvvvvvah my boy. then i sang carrie underwood for him which was AWFUL bc i have no voice. i lost it ( Read more... )

im sick. i feel like a huge pile of steaming shit. i wanna get bettter and i have no voice to sing a german song in front of the whole class alone tomorrow for chorus midterms. awesome. i dont even know the fuckin song. i dont really care anymore.

i love my friends like woooooaaah yoo. they always cheer me up. shelley with football players/travis ( Read more... )

i fucking hate midterms and being stressed. i just wanna drop dead. ive been doing homework and midterm shit since 1. when i woke up. it is now 8:44 and i juust finished. ugh me and curtis got in a dumbass fight. were over it now but it was stupid and made me mad. i <3 him. fucking school tomorrow project to present in geometry. then idk what the ( Read more... )