I'm at Nicoles house and weare just sitting around being retarded as always. lol anyways Nicole is making these really really funny picture of numerous people and thier love childeren. It is really very amusing. we are bored yet again and now I'm angry cuz Kristi just signed off and I was talking to her......god damn it. well I'm gonna go PEACE

I'm bored and very very annoyed...... I hope Nicole is not in trouble because of this weekend......... I want to go do something so I'll go find something to do bye.

So far I've had a great spring break, even though it has only been two days. Yesterday me, nicole, my brothers, Justin and Jordon all went to the concert down in Flagler beach......it was pretty good. After the concert we all went back to my place *wink *wink, except for Justin and we watched movies until we fell asleep. It was really fun. Then ( Read more... )

right now I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored. and yet not. which is weird. I'm not going to Teddy's services. I can't and when I say can't I mean that if I go I would go crazy and most likely get a little hysterical. I just want to get over it on my own. slowly. Oh yeah by the way thank you nicole for my beautiful journal stuff. :)

Someone did something absolutly horrible yesterday. This kid Steven Areana or whatever his stupid name is, wrote stuff on Teddy's old locker saying I'm glad your dead and other stuff like that!!!! He also told sam scott that he was going to go to Teddy's funeral and knock over the casket. If I ever met this kid I will just look at him for a second ( Read more... )

Nicole is in the process of making my journal beautiful...... It looks pretty good already. I'm bored and don't feel like talking or writing so I'll go
bye.

I'm trying so hard to get over what happened to Teddy, which sounds really wrong I know, but it is so horrible that I just want to forget.........I can't. It is hard for me because I see his house everyday and I can only imagine all the heartbreak that is going on inside. I want so badly to reach out and comfort his family, but I can think of no ( Read more... )

Teddy died this saturday, I saw him on friday standing in his drive way. I saw his car on my way to Daytona, it was flipped over and all crushed up. I cried all saturday and now I'm crying again. He lived down the street from me. I had the BIGGEST crush on him in 8th grade, I've known him since 5th. I miss him. This morning when he didn't get on ( Read more... )

I hate Dance class! it sucks so bad. We never get to see the news (a lot of my friends are a part of it or I wouldn't care) and we didn't get those little pots of gold!! The pots of gold are these little green pieces of paper that you pin on and if you talk to a boy you have to give them your pot of gold. and I didn't get a pot of gold so I don't ( Read more... )