I only run to this site when i wanna just spill my heart out, but when the options there... I never really say what I want to say, or i just forget it all! It's funny how disgusted i've become by you, but the fact is for the rest of my life i'll never be able to forget you, and I HATE YOU for that ( Read more... )

i had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
but your indecisive mind shows me that
u are "just another boy"
i had the feeling that these looks u gave me were real
what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams?
maybe then youd know how i feel

love spill canvas

I'd like to stay a secret, like walking in the dark. If no one knows you, no one cares, so no one breaks your heart

He was never my boyfriend, but I miss his hugs, his smile, his advice, his love, his kindness, the times we cried together & the times we laughed together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship ( Read more... )

I sucks that the one person who makes my smile on my face so real lives states away! But i'm glad nicole realized how happy he makes me, because I didn't even notice it until she said that she has never seen my smile like that... but as much as it sucks i'm glad I have someone that makes me so happy no matter what we are friends, best friends, more ( Read more... )

Right now you're the only reason I can't sleep through the night, I just wish you knew that....

please let me stop wasting my time with the lowest of the lowest nastiest tool bag in the world! please!!!!

I hate him and his careless ways.

loves not enough when you say it
doncha know, you've gotta mean it

(screwing up the best thing ever,)
(Is something you'll regret forever)

bam!

I haven't written here in so long, and I have to admit I don't even think I'm the same person from the last time i was here. No really its kind of strange, so much has happened to me.... crazy ( Read more... )

Maryland in 5 days! I cannot wait, really no one has any idea how excited I am to finally be back in Maryland, I've missed it so much! First night I get there I see josh, ahh this should be interesting... but hey I'm open to it and all the drama that might follow. I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanksgiving 08 will be going down in the books ( Read more... )