I'm depressed. Simply depressed. I'm not suicidal, I'm not acting out, I'm not even curling into a ball. I'm just learning to accept the fact that I'll always be the way I am now, and I will end up alone. It's actually okay with me, its the way I prefer it to having to share the rest of my life with someone. I could never trust anyone enough for ( Read more... )

im sooooooooo drunk
p.s.- im at rachaels

I love that he made me his responsibility. I was so lost and so sad and he took care of me. That was more then I could have ever asked for. Because I definatley didn't ask for it. How did he do what he did? I have never felt so cared for and cared about. I love him for holding me when I cried, and his extra long hugs that show he really cared. I ( Read more... )

People say theres no point in thinking about yesterday. I wish I could do that ( Read more... )

Things are just as weird and random as ever in my life ( Read more... )

You cannot possibly think you know me. You cannot possibly claim to have any understanding of where I’ve been. Stop telling me what to do and what’s not okay, bitch. I don’t follow your rules, I don’t do what’s “acceptable”. If I don’t like somebody else’s opinion, I’ll tell them that. And don’t you even dare to tell me you understand anything ( Read more... )

I'm feeling very vengeful.
Former best friends are acting very childish.
Getting even's a bitch.
For her.

So today was almost completely terrible ( Read more... )

best friends are a lie.
100% and completley.

i'm doing laundry and cleaning my room this weekend!
yayayayay!
that actually makes me uber happy.
as long as i actually do it.

and im going to the halloween dance tomorrow night with Wes
Yes, an actual SCHOOL function.
I know, I cant believe I'm going either.

p.s.- I bitched out some idiot girls today during free block.
It was quite liberating.