I always was on the romantic side, always felt like being crazy in love can solve anything, cure any bad mood, and make the world seem better. It was this idea I wrote about in diaries, this concept I thought I saw everyone but me experience, this thing that I called and named and identified without really thinking about the definition. It all ( Read more... )

Civilization as we know it is so fucked. The world is on a downward spiral and no one seems intent on stopping it. The problems are so inherent in the social systems we've been abiding to for thousands of years that it'll take a massive upheaval of what kind of society we're running before any real progress, real change, is made. A resource based ( Read more... )

Well it's always darkest before the dawn ( Read more... )

I tend to be the most bitchy or judgmental to the people I love the most. Why'd I have to go and mess this one up? Why can't I just go with it? Am I trying to end up like my dad? 

Mt.Helium-Faces, is one of my favorite albums I've heard this year. It's so deep and dark and mean and desperate and satisfying. It makes me feel better.

About to go to work soon. This new job--reception at a bridal store--is kind of driving me crazy. The job itself isn't too stressful, just answering phones and ringing people out and whatnot, but the boss loves to milk employees for all their worth, like asking me to write stuff for his construction site and not being clear about how much he'll pay ( Read more... )

*deep breath ( Read more... )

I think it's important to remember that life often does everything it can to drive you crazy, and if  you sit back  and accept the stress for what it is and can enjoy what's left of the day that's all yours, the crazy becomes quite  fun.

Yesterday, riding the train home  from Stunt, my iPod got snatched out of my hand by some kid! I flipped a fucking shit, followed him screaming "STOP THAT MOTHER FUCKER HE STOLE MY FUCKING IPOD STOP HIM!" and chased him through the train station.  I almost caught him  myself, by the hoodie, but unfortunately he had gotten away. I was so scared I  ( Read more... )

Brooklyn is fantastic. I'm having a great time so far, and in retrospect I'm very pleased with the series of decisions that brought me here ( Read more... )