I forgot i had this. its been so long. my life has changed in so many ways. life is good. i cant complain for the most part. I wish i could change somethings that i have done through these last few months. i feel bad for hurting people that shouldnt have been and destroying friendships. Even though im glad that one friendship is gone. there are ( Read more... )

Its funny how we havent talked for over a year and now its like your my best friend after all this time. Im glad, im finally content with my past. I needed that in my life. Its been something that i couldnt get over because i was bitter, but after hearinng what i needed to hear, im finally better. I can finally forgive everything that happened ( Read more... )

As of now, i feel like half of me is lost. I know its only a break and we'll be back together soon but i cant help feeling that part of me has left me. I cant get rid of this feeling of being helpless and not knowing what to do at night when i usually call.... should i call... or not i can never make up my mind. I cant read his mind i dont know how ( Read more... )

Im sitting at school and finally ive made up my mind. i give up. i cant do this anymore. i cant keep hoping and waiting for him. today is when i give up on everyone. No one in my life is ever there for me anymore. i get my hopes up about someone or something and they let me down. you think i would be used to it. its been happening all my life. im ( Read more... )

The same thing always happens to me. why for once cant i just be happy in a relationship. ughh it always starts out great then the guy turns into a dick. i always find out the hard way. i never thought bryan could be so mean or would talk to me how he did. geez all i want is someone whos gonna care about me as much as i care about them but thats ( Read more... )

I Havent been on here forever. i seriously forgot about it. how sad. soo anyways i love GCC North. I love my life, friends, my sister shes gonna be 2 months soon. shes adorable i cant wait till i have kids.<3 My bf is a cutie face, its weird how i feel so comfortable around him already. im usually shy and then become out going around the people i ( Read more... )

So Rees broke up with me lastnight.. i still really dont want to believe it... it came out of nowhere he went on vacation and he had totally changed. before he left he wanted to be with me he was happy then when he came back he didnt want a relationship didnt want to love someone. he said he couldnt be in a relationship and didnt want to. but he ( Read more... )

Finally Schools Out YESSS!! Im SO Glad Except Im Gonna Miss Seeing Everyone Next Year Cuz Of Nec. But Ill Be With Two Of My Best Friends And My Boyfriend So Its All Good!! So I Have To Work Tomorrow Im Excited First Day... Kinda Nervous Tho.. Cuz I Have No Idea About Anything And How To Do It But I Guess Thats Why They Train You Lol...Anyways I ( Read more... )

Well i need to vent and this is the place to do it right? yeahh guess so. well todays been a badd day.. ughh i cant even begin to explain i mean nothing that horrible was even happened its just lil things that add up you know? soo this morning i woke up at 4 really sick but i had to go to school cuz i had 4 tests.. yeahh fun.. not. lol so anyways ( Read more... )

I wish i didnt have these feelings that i feel for you and you dont have for me. its sad to keep getting
let down by hoping and praying you'll feel the same way. why is it that other guys can love me so easily but just not the one i want to love me? i dont understand... i hate it..